So i keeep trying to call. No answer. The thoughts of what's going on is ringing through my head. I haven't gotten a hold of her all day, and now its 8:30 at night and still, no answer. So maybe waiting would help. After all, she could be at the mall or something. So I wait. 1 hour. No call. 2 hours. No call. 3 hours. No call. So its 11:30 and I am currently in the process of waiting for some sort of call i supposedly told myself i would have received. Then I go on myspace. I remember her telling me she wanted her profile black and red, and I said I would do it for her, but I never got to it. So, maybe fixing her profile will make time pass by quicker, she might call, and I would even surprise her when she gets back. Once I sign on her account, the NEW MESSAGES in bold red pops up. I decide to look at it, because I sent her a message earlier and that must've been mine. I pressed the button, and the message is from some guy named Rj. Instead of reading what he said, I went to the SENT messages folder. Sure enough, she responded to his message. I click on it and she wrote "Yeah when are you going to call me? When am i going to see you boo?" and the message goes on. My face goes into complete dispair. My entire body is frozen as i stare at my computer screen. Everything fits right in like a piece of puzzle now. The reason why she isn't calling. The reason she's been acting strange. I even thought this could be something. Thought it could turn out into something special. I thought she was funny, i thought she was unique, i thought she was beautiul. And its true. She's all of that. But I also thought she was honest. That I found out isn't true. You can never ever judge a person by their looks, because youll get nothing out of it. Hah. Im so stupid for waiting for her call. but for some reason, I'm continuing to wait. Why would i wait for her call if I already know what she's doing to me? I tell myself I'm stupid, cus` we aint even together yet. I'm all sprung on her but we've been talking for only a few days. Those few days seemed like years. Talking on the phone until she falls asleep, listening to her sleep on the phone, talking about almost anything and everything. Is that really all gone now? I wish I could turn back time and do something to prevent any of this to happen. Either stopping her and that Rj guy from talking, or just stop me from meeting her. My life was fine until I met her. I was a single boy. Yes, I did have those times where I needed someone, but that feeling would go away. Once I met her, my feelings started to change. Butterflies in my stomache everytime I see her or talk to her. I was deeply sprung, and I didn't even realize that until now. I cant simply go back to the other boy I was. Not caring about relationships. I realize now that that's what my heart is missing. I have a great family, I'm doing great in school, I have great friends, but there's still that missing piece. So now I'm here, confused and undecided, waiting beside the phone. Still waiting for her Call.Waiting for her...

This would he danieLs homeboyy john :D blogging for him `cause he is a lazy bum! But yeah he is doing fine and yeah doing homework dont you hate homework? well i know i do [danieL probably likes it] hes a square haha just kidding! now back to me hmmm do you know me... do i know you? well anyways man he is good at making layouts but i`m better `=) ya know? maybe not but anyways im going to cut it short and keep it simple aiights

J0HNN `=)

wait! i dont want to be done.. shout out to my baby moma krista! haha just playing! hope your weekends are fun and safe...mine won`t be ;D

Heyy guys. im back. at least i blog every now and then now. gosh. haha. but anyways, i`ve beeen doing a lot over this weeeekend and im so happy cus` im getting my weekend to use. Usually, i`d stay home and do nothing! Haha. So yeah let me tell you the story. so schoool day ends on friday, and i go home. then later on at night, i went with a whole buncha people to Jamba Juice. It was: Me, Micaela, Becka, Lange, Gino, Eric, Kathy, Vanessa, These two girls that i just met but they`re coool, and this other girl who left early that i couldnt remeber her name but i know her. L0L so yeah we went to Jamba Juice and bought some. of course. then we just chilled outside in the front tables. it was funny cus` there were these two people i guess coming from a date and they went to jamba juice. so they sat down inside, and we could see them through the window. so what we did was we were just staring at them cus that guy was staring at us first! L0L but i think u had to be there. haha. Then we had a "car party" Then, i went home and slept and it felt so goood to rest. haha.

Then the next day, me and krista were supposed to go help set up a party, but instead, we went to the mall. Haha! And i bought a shirt! lol. it matches my shoes. from Americn Eagle. Yes! Haha. Oh Oh..before we went to the mall we ate at Cocoro`s. it was so yummy i had my Tonkatsu. Haha and she liked it but didnt want to admit it. hahah. but at the mall, we could find danny a present! Gosh, so we kindaabought him something. L0L anywaysss, then i went to jamba juice while she went to starbucks in Lincoln Center. then it was the end of the dayy for me. Haha.

Now today is a whole brand new day. At 10:30 im going to church, and right after church, were going to eat out somewhere. Then, at around 4, im going to kristas house to get Dannys present "ready" Haha. then at 5:30, im going to Aprils house to practice for her debut. Its going to be oh so funn. then right after her debut practice, me krista and audrey are going straight to Dannys party, we`ll be running on filipino time cus his party started at 5:30. Haha. so i guess thats it for todayy. Then tomorrow is a whole brand new day! Gosh i cant wait. :DDD so ttyL peoples. and i`ll try to blog more. take cares. peas` laterdays.-philipDANIEL

noteee: 1] Me and Micaela At Jambajuice.(;2] Me and Krista With our matching shoes!3]Krista`s nasty loooking teriyaki.4]me at Cocoro`s.5]My art with me and kristas waters.L0L6]Us matching at Cocoro`s. woohoo. [:

Friday isnt

mydayyyy.

------»okay. wow, today is so not my day. I just wish today never even happened because there was no use for it. So it goes like this. I wake up.. at 6:45. 6:45!! I usually wake up at 5:30 and LEAVE at 6:45. but nooooo, Today, the end of the weeek, i woke up late. So anyways, I was rushed to go outside because my nephew was waiting for me. So when i got into the car, breathing really hard, I told myself, "hey. dont be so hard on yourself. today will be greatt." Mhhhhmmm. guess again buddy. So in 0 period, my math class, we had a test. I thought i was ready for it. And I was! It`s just that she didn't give us any extra time to finish it, even though it was hella hard! So that sucked big time. I was pretty down in the morning. So since she didn't let any of us come and finish it, I had to go to my 1st period, Spanish. I was walking towards the door and was about to grab the handle, when the dooor flung open and i got knocked down by someone opening the door in the inside of the room. I fricken` got smacked in the face! >:| Rawrr. Everything kind of slowed down after that, 2nd period passed, 3rd period passed, then Lunch. since multiculturalweeek is coming up, the filipino club is doing Tahitian under the polynesian club and tinickling. (sp?) So I was practicing you know, doing my thing, then allah` sudden, a bird craps on my shoe. It was hellah nasty too. and you know me with my shoes. That was when I realized that this day, wasnt going to pretty. At the end of lunch, 4th period rolled by. English was cooo. kinda dead. 5th period, p.e. came. That was okay too. And 6th period was alright. But when i got home, oh mann. I came home, and i forgot my house keys. So what i had to do was, I had to climb into my window, and open it form there. And i only had 2 minutes because the alarm would have gone off on me. so what the heck kind of pressure is that?! So yeah, then tonight i was supposed to go Cosmic Bowling with Micaela, Rebecca, Lange, Janel, etc. and all them kidss. So i got ready and was just waiting for Rebecca to give me a ride. She called and told me that she oculdnt go anymore or something so I wasnt able to go! I had no ride! Gosh, today was really bad. I`m sad now. someone cheer me up. lol. From now on, imma be nanchalant or however u spell it. imma just go with the flow and go wherever the wind takes me. so imma cut it here cus i wrote an essay or somthin`. peas. -philipDANIEL

Well I just got back from Vegas. It was fun once again. I'm glad to be back in my home. okay im bored now. if you want to see the pictures from Vegas IM me sometime and i`ll be sure to share them with you. (; -danieL